April 4th 6:47pm

The two voices will not stop chatting loudly. Within a minute they speak 3-6 times. They insult me and worsen my mood all of the time. Continuously judging me and insulting me. They make everything more difficult. I am in the middle of the desert and there is no one around for miles and miles and they are constantly chatting. It infuriates me. They’re literally talking as i type this. They are causing me mental harm. Their comments disturb my peace and healing. They are causing me to lose my temper and yell completely alone. They call me crazy, but they are shifting their effect onto me. They are brainwashing me. They just called me crazy again. I yelled mute yourselves, that’s it! I take my headphones off and they’re still talking. My knee is injured and biking is very difficult right now. I put my headphones on and crank of volume and still somehow their two voices blast into my ears. The tinnitus aches and the pain permeates to the center of my brain. It’s been weeks.

I’m not having a breakdown or crisis at all! They are probably shifting their own effects onto me judging by how much louder they get when I fight back and tell them to be quiet.