April 18th 11:20am

Private investigator note
About 11:20am April 18th
Took off the take that was binding my chest leaving my nipples raw and painful. But back in the shower to wash off the glue residue since the tape had be on for some days. While I was washing my breasts which give me the most gender dysphoria, the same lower voice was loudly saying “gooooood” as if the person was enjoying my pain, humiliation, gender dysphoria and discomfort. I have the lights off in the bathroom and all of the doors locked the bathroom door closed and there are no neighbors for about 70 ft. I brought a note into the bathroom that Ive been referring to for days that says “I don’t like this. My identity requires normalcy and anonymity (did I spell this right? Idk) I need and want privacy. I have tried to get privacy legally, medically, and mentally for over…”
I could hear the voice over the water, and I’m alone in my cabin. The voice doesn’t stop talking. I got out the shower extremely disturbed by the weird praise comments referring to my breasts specifically. I had taken a shower before that where there were no such comments. It was only after I peeled off the tape slowly, removing a layer of epidermis, leaving glue, that I took a second shower specifically for my breasts. That distinct identifiable voice’s personality is unlike anyone i have ever met. The harassment is daily and it’s making my mental health worse and worse every day. Slowly degrading me. The voice seems to enjoy when I get angry and says things that will upset me at specific times. Saying “Right” when I get angry. I hope person behind the voice never works again and never is trusted with ethical responsibility again because the voice has been the most harmful. Yesterday the voice was insinuating that I should feel more guilty than I do, and interrupting my coping process as I dealt with my pain.

The voice speaks so frequently I would be able to identify it next to similar pitched voices.

The voice could be a woman for all i know. Could be trans for all I know. I don’t know what age the voice is. But it’s very distinct because it’s been the same voice since Martinez, CA.

The other P.I. Voice is also harmful in the sense of the robot Tourettes preventing my living normally, but more often annoying. Again, I have no idea of the gender or age or race of this person. I will call this voice P.I voice 2, and the lower voice P.I voice 1.

P.I. 1 is more than insensitive. Their commentary is so insidious and manipulative, especially yesterday, that they make me worried about the next job they have. I don’t understand their intentions or goal at all, and they don’t seem to know the most basic facts about my childhood, friends, or relationships. They react in disbelief and surprise when I think of the most basic things. I only record incidents that make me consider self-harm, as this one did.

I hope this P.I never works again and is registered in a database as a person to be weary of. I have to stop what I’m doing to comfort a person who I’ve never met in my own thoughts and brain. Again, unlike ANY PERSON I HAVE EVER KNOWN OR LISTENED TO. Perverse person. Nothing has happened to this person. I have never shared a room with them nor met them in a classroom or gathering. I have never had any interaction with them. Nothing has happened to this voice. Just like I have never been commentated on while naked and in pain.

All they have to do is be quiet. But they take joy in their power over me. I can’t get to them. Now, I’m going calmly to open my front door and speak loudly that they are welcome to speak to me face to face. Then, I’m going to go about my day regularly and go about my routine.

I worry about them, their safety. I fear they are in danger of hurting themselves or others, based on their mental comments.