April 26th 5:38am

Had a manipulatived projected moving picture where my purest most platonic friendships were perverted and i was molested against my wishes by a close female friend I would never want sexual relations with. That crossed the boundary. It was a traumatizing manipulatived projected moving picture, making me visualize an encounter with someone i am platonic with where I was taken advantage of. She would never do that. I would never let her. It was so unrealistic.
Never had a manipulatived projected moving picture like this ever before.

Also, another component of the manipulatived projected moving picture was an ex girlfriend of mine. We were being tested if I would book a room at the coventry for us. I decided not to and then i woke up. I felt repulsed with myself during and after i woke up.

Woke up to the private investigators laughing. I think they implanted this scenario. I have never thought of my ex or my platonic friend like this before.

This is traumatizing and pushes me into rage. This is corrupt. I am being taken advantage of in my manipulatived projected moving picture by people that would never ever want that.

I can tell the manipulatived projected moving pictures are fake because they’re faces and personalities are slightly off. It’s not based in any real memories. Their faces are not theirs. The feeling isn’t there. They are actors. When i’ve dreamed of my real friends faces they are clear and identifiable. In this manipulative projected moving picture have their bodies but are empty and soulless like ghouls instead of live memories. Uncanny valley sort of feeling. Very easy to distinguish what dreams are from my own brain and which visuals are being manipulated and implanted. I can spot the fake. In this fake i was sexually assaulted. Afterwards it’s like my body was being controlled. My real brain was wondering and questioning why I was just taken advantage of by someone i would trust with my life; in my dream thinking of hypothetical reasons frantically why she would r me.

It’s some sort of highly experimental mind control method.

I will be seeking revenge. They’re going to say this visual was organic. I can spot the fakes. The feeling, the actions, my actions in the visual, they are all being controlled elsewhere. The characters are like actors, and only vaguely uncanny valley resemble those people. Like cardboard cut outs, testing me in a conditioning chamber. Perverted inorganic implanted people who i am supposed to guess is someone i know.

I don’t care if you think this is a self absorbed note or if you think this is good because this note will contribute to your house of cards slippery slope mountain of BS and is all according to your master plan.

I know a real manipulative projected moving picture from a fake one. Plain and simple. I’ve been having many fake visuals as of late with people who I can easily identify as implants. The visuals are like animations based off of pictures stolen from my camera roll, flat and lifeless with no real authentic sentiment to them.

I don’t care if you think i sound crazy or you don’t believe me. Til i die i will maintain that the dream i just experienced on 4/26/23 between when i went to sleep and 2am was forced onto me.

I wish i could call the police and not sound crazy. I wish someone would believe me. This is mental torture. Can’t sleep now. I’ve been completely sober, exercising and drinking 2-4 liters of water a day for over more than a month. My system is flushed.

I have also never hallucinated.