January 5th 2025

January 5th
I hurt myself earlier yesterday and again 2 days before that by banging my head against the wall when the private investigators would talk straight into my ear about viewing my intimate private encounters and memories with my sensations turned on.

I just hurt myself again by throwing my head against the wall. It’s because they said that because I wasn’t hurting myself “it seems like you’re okay with it.”

The reason I hurt myself most recently is because he, the private investigator, told me that they went to the bathroom when he reviewed it at night and touched his penis.

I want to kill myself more than ever before in my life because he said this.