July 1st 2025

12:00pm july 1st.
Ive been trying to reason with the predator that watches me and creates AI grafted on pornographic images of my likeness. Ive been telling him how much it hurts me and makes me depressed and feel powerless. I havn’t been and don’t want to have sex while he is watching me. He told me “ill leave you to have a good time then masturbate to it later” this makes me watch to die and hurt myself by punching walls and banging my head against the wall. It keeps me on edge constantly like a rape victim. When i just typed that he just said “that’s the way I like it.” I mean honestly who in the world would think that I could be so opposed to these crimes and simultaneously think in such a rapey way. It’s him. Im sure of it. There is an external force- a man- who is terrorizing and abusing me. I feel exactly like a human trafficking victim. I can only pray to god to release me from this prison of daily sexual assault and battery.
He just said “i pass the lie detector because it’s not really you and I don’t really care” but he is in fact using a photo of my likeness. He doesn’t care because he’s a psychopath.

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6:19pm

Geoff just spoke to me in the restroom when i was about to leave and finally spoke using his tone of voice. Instead of just thinking at me. This makes me want to note that all of the times LRAD has been “speaking to me” or “said to me” were times that whoever was manning the LRAD was thinking at me. This is just as bad as speaking to me because of how frequent the communications are and how persistent. It persists through music, showers and once during an intimate encounter with Amy. The voice spoke in a thinking tone “Nubian” while I was with Amy.

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They are constricting and increasing the size of my pupils. They just told me.