October 25th, 12:24pm

The man keeps weaving in phrases and unwanted images. These mmwaves are making me appear inappropriate when it is all him and my mind is clear. He is literally controlling my mind and projecting bullshit into my brain.

For example the TV was showing an image of a circular stadium and the man’s voice said “like a nipple.” which was very sexual and inappropriate. My brain was completely clear, by comparison.

I’m just saying In my mind back to him “can you please stop.”

12:33pm

he just said something inappropriate instead of letting me have a clear mind.

12:35pm

he just said something inappropriate again.

12:38pm

He just made an association that I didn’t think of. My mind was focused on the ASMR. I am not having any thoughts.

12:47pm

I do not relate to that nor tiny desk concert and it had nothing to do with me.

12:49pm

I don’t ever think of inappropriate things in the shower.

1:05pm

The man just wove in a thought that I didn’t originate or think of at all. The man says he swears by it but his word means nothing and he’s full of shit.

1:28pm

The man projected a thought into my mind again. again while I was just watching YouTube he projected a thought into my brain.

1:46pm

another inserted image which was unwanted.

1:58pm

I didn’t think of doing anything like what was suggested.

1:59pm

right when I took off my shirt the man inserted using the second editing bay an image I didn’t wish to see.

2:15pm

I don’t use that word.

3:16pm

He just wove in an intrusive thought after I took Benadryl. I feel awful about it. I just said in my mind “he’s more fucked up than I am” and he responded “I’m not arguing with that”. The man just projects his own disgusting thoughts into my mind.

3:38pm

he just used AI to project an unwanted image into my head. I just told the nurse and took my clozapine medication earlier than usual.

3:43pm

The man just said using mmwaves “I feel so exposed” confessing to his lying.

3:49pm

I just said that I was being controlled and the man responded “that may be”

she just said “I felt like I was being controlled, not by you but by that guy”