Author: Anonymous

Had a manipulatived projected moving picture where my purest most platonic friendships were perverted and i was molested against my wishes by a close female friend I would never want sexual relations with. That crossed the boundary. It was a traumatizing manipulatived projected moving picture, making me visualize an encounter with someone i am platonic…

Paraphrased Wrote Will,You were the kindest and most genuine person to me in High School. I am so grateful to have known you. I always felt comfortable around you. -Olivia

My dad is the only person I lose my patience and insult and yell at. My behavior is defensive around my dad, protecting my self. I become selfish. He changed my diapers. I had specific memories of this unique man, my father, that make me have my guard up; unlike any other person i’ve ever…

Took a shower this morning and private investigator 1 wouldn’t stop talking. After asking the voice to be quiet 4 times I took my phone in the shower and read an earlier note about another incident. The voice continued to comment and say “Right” “Why.” repeating themselves over and over again, not quieting down. Saying…

Private investigator noteAbout 11:20am April 18thTook off the take that was binding my chest leaving my nipples raw and painful. But back in the shower to wash off the glue residue since the tape had be on for some days. While I was washing my breasts which give me the most gender dysphoria, the same…

April 17th, 23 Gwen AlexFlorMadeline (grade below us)Maya (grade below us) Sophia (abroad?) Casey Alex wongSheridan LimOli Bornstein Stirling howe (New York)Will propp (Santa cruz)

Re-Watched hiding in plain sight and was less stressed out than the first time i watched it but maybe i was dissociating or like compartmentalizing. Not thinking so clearly right now but progress happened thanks to Geoff. The way i feel about geoff has changed significantly since we first spoke on the phone.Reading over the…

Felt so awkward and stuttered and stumbled over my words when i was asked if there’s anything i’d like to say to the eating disorder psychiatrist. I kept started and stopping thoughts and sentences and find it so hard to speak to people. I really need help. Idk if the anxiety meds are working yet…

I felt ill from the sandwich and felt like the room was spinning. Had to barf then shower to feel calm and reset again.

The two voices will not stop chatting loudly. Within a minute they speak 3-6 times. They insult me and worsen my mood all of the time. Continuously judging me and insulting me. They make everything more difficult. I am in the middle of the desert and there is no one around for miles and miles…